Neurotic I suppose,
Deserving, a calling,
A life of purpose of sorts.
Are these desires selfish?
Are they for my own good?
Is being a voice flooded
By a sea of others who would?
Am I apathetic if I stay where I am?
Will I regret not trying for more?
Or is thinking I'm called for greater,
Like the words mentioned before?
I hate apathy,
But I hate feeling entitled,
I want to live in the moment,
And not be in denial
So direct me if I missing something,
If You have called me for more,
And not let the precious moments,
Slip away evermore