Monday, May 11, 2009

32 more days

But who is counting?

I suck at blogging as of recently. I have been super busy with things (which I guess seems about right a few weeks before my wedding). But I love reading my friends blogs and knowing what is going on in their lives. I guess I will just have to wait till I get back in a normal schedule to be at my blogging best (that could be August).

I love the song Christmas TV by Slow Club. Jerry introduced it to me. It reminds me a lot of us and makes me miss him so much it hurts. But with my masochist tendencies, I have been listening to it on repeat.

Packing all this week. Weird....it is here. I will be in So Cal on Saturday. I know God will continue to take care of me financially, but I am still stressed to be honest. I also hope I keep up a normal exercise routine when I am down there. I know it is going to be crazy, but I want to be in shape for the wedding, you know? The frickin pill.

I'm seriously so over being hurt and hurting for the ones I love. God please bring healing and reconciliation. I can't handle this anymore. I am tired of the way I ache. You know how much I can handle.

6 comments:

The Future Mr. and Mrs said...

Yes! I love the pill! It totally made my boobs a full size bigger and i'm like "bow chicka wow wow" ;) Seriously though, i feel you on the excericise thing. Since i don't work full time anymore i eat more and i think my butt is getting bigger :( And i feel you on the financial thing. I have to start paying rent in four days...holy crap. Jesus help me! Nyways I can't wait to see you in when you get back to so cali. Um PS can you even believe that we are getting married next month? Crazy!

.heidi.noelle. said...

I hope packing and moving both go well love. I have been praying for the both of you during this season. Really looking forward to seeing you next month. Love~H

Jer said...

I am definitly counting.

Steph said...

hmmm...i'm blanking on the name too. oh well. man... are you on any kind of diet/exercise plan?

may, Samantha e. said...

please take lots of pictures and know that on your wedding i will be missing you terribly and so very excited for you.

i love you

.heidi.noelle. said...

Today's the day! Yay!! :)